We rocked immediately after our return from church.
We talked about church a little.
Then she began making disgusting noises with her mouth.
Asked her to stop.
After a few moments. I RELAXED.
She laid her head on my chest.
Started making more noises (flicking things).
I just asked if she would like to make these noises or rock.
She chose to rock.
I made it only 7.5 minutes.
I was struggling.
She also asked how much time was left at 14.5 minutes.
I think we were both just doing the rocking to get it done today.
There was no eye contact today.
She has trouble just being. I’m noticing that she has trouble receiving attention without doing something to cause it.
**thinking a lot about this and how it applies to me and other areas of life as well**